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has a giant hand diagrammed in front of her place, K+ s3 R& Z/ E4 O1 m7 d4 O
on West Tennessee.5 G4 w, k% ~/ E& [" r P
It towers above a kudzu hill as if
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, h$ I% J$ A2 }: o7 _ as in Hello! from a long
4 b3 k4 z- S6 x- W) K+ H/ C way off, as in how" p) s+ [; i8 U4 T/ Z' w
she already knows
# z( S/ l# M: F" j the sundry screwed up ways a day
6 A, S6 L9 [+ M: f+ i: ^% O; g7 z can go days before5 p- N* L" ]0 s$ }
I park my wreck on the hill again beside* W6 ]2 b1 W- v
her white Mercedes.
7 ~* O- T0 q- T0 l# ~) u) L6 P+ m$ D O little slice of Lebanon!, z4 z6 C$ M& o4 u
O cedar scented+ i! K o7 O% _! b% C1 s: ?
cards fanned like feathers
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Tell me again how I might have been a fine lawyer,
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' a$ s' ] |$ B8 ?2 S% m7 Z2 G' g how I married-it's true-on my lunch break-Yez
; k! h$ h* ?/ q& g she took you to lunch okay a zeven year lunch ha ha!) [7 @5 k$ l% R5 }' @
Incense. Mini-shrine.
. F5 f2 m+ V( \$ q A wagon train of chihuahuas snoozing by her slippers.
4 m1 s1 E4 U+ D- \- m$ z- a+ A2 N/ n) r You have anxious about a furniture… I do. P. U. @. u5 q
But lately I've grown cold,1 t# Q4 T8 Q- j% }8 l$ D
unconsoled by her extrasensory view.4 {& K+ ]; H7 h! K
I think no need to speak-across
/ @2 O8 m, L9 P0 h) U( E3 I the black tabletop, I don't want to know- ?* f7 a# c/ {% l; f: Y" H9 T; e
if I'll find a bright city,1 S0 k) R' H, _. I0 l
a room by the river,a love u1 R6 I; b! H, D' H
I will recognize
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2 O* j5 L+ H( Q: F- }6 S' G! h+ v; G tattoo. O narrative of ether!
" ]! ~& q/ j' E2 _) G' J4 b O non-refundable$ c B0 E, ^: n" n
life facts! say that what happens may not matter,+ y3 V- p8 R v7 ?! s f$ E
or that it matters as any2 Z3 }5 ^ Y. E2 p3 t3 p
story does when two fresh lovers
j5 F, D- C* K$ z embrace the old pact
* a1 g! w2 r* k$ W6 Z4 |2 i (her bra on the chair,# T: R+ P. A& f( A E
his socks in the kitchen) that says O+ ?1 H5 ~5 \" X, i* h& M( H, _
their love is level,+ s* |& T4 E* J
unfabled, new. Level with me,+ M' h! j! g: G
tell me why the dogs on the floor,5 H$ }4 S1 U4 [( j- X
little moon fed hounds of Delphi, seem so over it,; L7 Z6 K, G+ }
so done with the fleas of destiny.( S$ [+ r4 t* G9 Q& h
Maybe that's the right attitude,9 n" m' E. [, D6 J" _9 |
no need to ask why I'm here on a perfectly blue Friday,
" n2 g$ w2 e' z: u, F content with what the thin air,
% _- H2 P/ t( w what the dust motes in the light say near the high window.; Z+ k Q7 S: y! \1 I+ q
I should've learned that music long ago9 W) m U9 E! c5 ?2 }
O soundless number!
- \+ K+ t6 I6 v' ~ @7 l O jukebox of being that the dogs dream to!
- |/ m6 L! f/ r! L No faux crystal ball,
! `/ }, J& f+ Y4 v; F; T6 {0 p, Q+ z no tea leaves or terrace in the nether5 a1 I& T/ U" [$ o- n" N
reaches of my palm/ ^+ K; n$ n) J, E( @
will make her answers
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m6 Z3 U' {3 j( I It's time to pay, to drive away0 W" ^* R/ Z2 }5 O& |9 X& Z \
from telepathic altitudes, to say adieu( [2 Y# f/ ~! e7 p4 @; ^* q% a3 J
to why love ends. How: e+ _8 m. {/ X6 Z! A2 G
How a heart opens again.
5 h; w; J* _# z& ] Why anything is true., M2 b2 G0 b, D7 v
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